Perhaps you are worried about giving up control of your life, and fear that God will take you places you don’t want to go. In this case, consider that Jesus offers abundant and eternal life!
As you start this new adventure in Christ, your struggles and difficulties will not automatically vanish. But you will find that God cares deeply for you and will give you all you need for the journey… and more! God prepares and equips us for the things He wants us to do and be.
God made you uniquely and knows you intimately. What you become in Jesus will be in accord with your wiring and life experience. In Christ you will become who you were made to be, so you have nothing to fear in His will.